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I just spent two straight days in front of my laptop and called it a weekend – one may ask what the fuck forced me to sit there for so long? I prefer not to say. From the thigs I should write in case I’d forgot about them – I figured 101 ways to amuse myself without spending a single cent. What is probably more important as soon as I got out of my home and started spending money I came to conclusion that spending money is still more awesome. This month is gonna be tough. I made a little mistake booking a tickets for a flight and (what a surprise) I had to pay a ton of money to book it on a more suitable date.

Shit…

The truth is I sat here to write like a life changing truth.  Something like you gotta do what you gotta do in spite of the shit, or that you have to take a certain amount of crap in your life and its independent from you cause crap just happens, or sometimes a sudden struck of shit can hit you more that if it was a crap continuum or some shit, or shit is inevitable – you cannot escape from the shit cause it will find you. I wanted to write something like that.  Ah fuck… I cannot even gather the thoughts to finish with some sensible conclusion. I’m fuckin scared that all that effort I have made to start a new life – it drained me to the bottom and I’m scared that there is nothing good for me in the next few months apart from the fight against the apathy that tries to take control of my head. And I really hope that I’ll find the strenght to regain my awesomeness. As for now I also discovered something that can keep in one piece until I’ll be cool on my own again:

would you believe this fucker died because of BEARD? click the stupid.

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